For 6 months I've had difficulty feeling orgasms and head of penis

[GreenMint]

6 months ago I felt my orgasms weakening over two weeks, at the same time I was having urinary problems and feeling like I was leaking urine or had to go all the time. In two weeks I didn't feel my orgasm at all and soon noticed that the head of my penis was feeling like nerves were blocked. Over the 6 months its varied constantly from feeling more sensitivity on the head of my penis, feeling orgasms, not feeling them, barely feeling them, but always blunted in some way.

I've tried everything. I've come at this from every angle. I even went to a urologist who thought I had a prostate infection and I actually did, I went on a course of anti biotics and STILL the problem remains exactly the same. In the first week of taking them I thought I was getting better, but 10 days later it went back to not feeling again. Doctors now tell me they have no idea and want me to see a therapist which is completely ridiculous, nobody will listen to me that this IS NOT psychological. Nobody seems to grasp this, I don't want to live anymore. I've lost everything that gave my life value and meaning and this was the only thing that got me through each day and now its gone too. What is this? The lack of sensation on the head of my penis doesn't even appear to be related to not feeling orgasms, but what it feels like is that I have the orgasm and then its blocked when it gets to the penis.

There is no explanation, nothing makes it worse, nothing makes it better, its completely random and unpredictable. Please, I need help with this desperately. I'm at the end here.