Hi Ritz, Only one word comes to mind stress, but not just ordinary stress but big time stress, some kind of councselling may be your way out, a bit like spilling your guts out to them and see what they can give you back as help, do you think its help your looking for, real help.
Good Luck
Hi
In my opinion it is correct.You have to remove all your tension.Please do not think more.
Thanks.