I'm really sorry too. the first time I got pregnant I was 41 and unfortunately I've had 3 miscarriages since, and it's extremely heartbreaking. I'm sorry you are going thru this again, but don't give up.
Oh honey, I'm sorry. I do know how you feel and it hurts. I'm 43 with a 2 year old and have had 3 losses since his birth. I will tell you what my RE told me...that women like us who still conceive rather easily do usually wind up with that "good egg". Unfortunately there is often some heartbreak along that road, but it can and does happen. I'm sorry for your loss and wish you peace and healing.