Just a vent

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Hey all! 
I hope all of you are doing well this Sunday :)
I peronally am passing the time with some baking while watching the olympics. 

I have found my baking to be incedibly therapeutic. In case you are unfamiliar with my currnt situation...went to neuro on Wednesday to find out my spinal lesion and other spots( they were small and considered them possible lesions ) have completely disappeared which has my neuro back tracking and re-testing. Even though she hasn't removed my diagnosis....I am anxious and stressed...and you might has well add depressed to that list. 

Oh man I really don't like being in the limboland again. I feel for all of you who still don't know why's going on with your body it's very un nerving.

Atleast this has given me motivation to distract myself...even though exercise completely exhausts me instead of giving energy.  This is good for perfecting healthy baking recipes! I have concocted a very deceiving whole wheat brownie recipe. Feeling lonely so I thought I would ramble to those that understand :)
Cheers Belle

bettebelle · Answer

Thanks for all of your support. I think my mind plays with me more than anything. I keep having to read over my print out she gave me.

Ricobord · Answer

I love baking and watching the Olympics, too!  Sorry to hear you are back in limboland.  But that is great news that your lesion and "spots" disappeared?  Perhaps you have great healing capabilities.

Lulu54 · Answer

If you look at my profile you will see baking is one of the things I enjoy, too. Like you, it is a form of therapy. I'm so sorry about the agony of thinking you might be heading back to limboland - here's hoping that doesn't happen.

sandythegeek2 · Answer

I'm sorry you're going thru this.  I sure hope I don't have to back pedal in my diagnosis process.  That does not sound fun at all.  We are all here for you Belle.  I feel lonely most of the time and everyone here is really helpful.  Nice to know there are people here to talk to.  

I'm anxious about my upcoming doctor appt with an MS doctor on Wednesday.  I hope he has more answers for me.  My current neuro says the pattern and appearance of my lesions on my MRI is Highly suggestive of MS.  

Hugs
Sandy