I am so sorry. It must have been frightening and worrysome. Know that those of us here share in your emotion and wish the best for you. I haven't been on this site very long but already feel a kinship with all of you. Just take it a day at a time (or hour by hour depending on where you are at).
Julie
Lois,
I wish you didnt have to go through that.
I know from an experience during my pregnancy how much these techs can terrify someone...and what makes it worse is that they are not allowed to tell the patient anything.
I hope you can do something this weekend to treat yourself kindly and relax a little.
take care.
J
Ashley, thanks for your input. I think that I will have a different experience next time I have to go through this. It won't be a surprise and I won't respond in a place of fear. Thanks Red
I cannot relate specifically to the fear you experienced or the techs mood changing, but I've had a lot of sensation loss in my left leg and when I had my evoked potential testing I could not feel the pulse and it was hard for them to elicit the response that they needed out of it. That was the reason I was there though, so it wasn't a surprise to anyone involved. I'm sorry you had this experience.
~Ashley
What a wonderful gift it was to wake up and see so many responses to my question. Thank you for taking the time!
Lulu, I did let them know that there were areas that were some numb in my left leg and I could see some relief on their faces at that point.
By the time we got to my right leg I had become really scared. The level of numbness was profound and covered much more area than I had realized. I think the techs perceived my fear and were scared too.
The level of realization hit hard. Now I understand why she orderderd these tests even after diagnosing me. She needed an objective way to substantiate the diffierent levels of disability.
Perhaps she will need this data when it comes time to order the power chair or other device or service.
Quix, I am going to give a little time for the report to be written and sent to her and then call with my concerns. I always have a hard time calling doctors, I don't want to be a pain, but I'm getting better at it.
Sumana--thanks for the use of your gaurdian angel, I slept well last night so I am sending her back to to you.
Sarah, thank you for thinking of me during this time. I will let you know the outcome. I hope that these will be the last tests for months to come.
JJ. Thanks for encouragment. The techs eyes looked like deer in the headlights and mine probably did too. There was fear on both sides. Hugs are always good!
Hugs to all of you!
Red
Hey Red,
Big hug!! I cant say much about the tests but i really felt for you reading your post, didn't sound like the techs were expecting those results, and neither did you. No wonder you were scared, i think anyone would be.
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JJ
I have been thinking of you while I am on holiday and hoping that you have got over this distressing experience. Try not to worry and I pray that the results come soon to give you some understanding of what is going on in your body. It is easier to accept something real than the unknown.
Big hugs Lois and be brave and keep that redflame glowing.
Sarah xxx :)
Red, I have sent my guardian angel off to you. She should be there by the time you wake. She will bring some strength and stand next to you. When you are feeling better chase her off. She will come home.
Hugs, Red, a big hug.
Sumana
Group hug needed here. I can't address what was going on in the SSEP. Please let your doctor know that something was amiss and they frightened you. Maybe he will seek out the results and get back to you faster.
HUGS
Quix
Red,
I wish I could share my experiences with you but I have not had these tests done. Less than ideal test reactions can quickly change the atmosphere with these techs.
When I do have tests performed, I always try to let the tech know my areas of deficiency so they know its not a surprise to me. Did these techs already know that you have little feeling in your lower limbs? If not, that may explain the change of mood.
Your moment of realization sounds difficult and I'm so sorry there's nothing more that I can offer than more hugs to add to what Helen has already sent your way.
hugs & more hugs, L
All I can do is send a virtual hug. I wish it was more.