Hi and welcome. Smiling means you were happy that she text you. It dosent mean you are lesbian, it means she is a significent other in your life. If a person wonders weather they are gay or not, they usually arnt. Its not a question that has a question mark at the end, it has a period.
Hi, thanks for the reply :)
she's a new friend so she's not that significant really, I just started working with her. I was just saying that story to sort of make it less complicated.
Basically, she texted me and normally I have HOCD on my mind at all times, but I kind of forgot for a bit and realized I had a slight smile. Then I remembered what I had read, and because HOCD wasn't really on my mind, I couldn't say 'oh it was just the HOCD'. I hope you get what I mean, does it mean anything?
she's a new friend so she's not that significant really, I just started working with her. I was just saying that story to sort of make it less complicated.
Basically, she texted me and normally I have HOCD on my mind at all times, but I kind of forgot for a bit and realized I had a slight smile. Then I remembered what I had read, and because HOCD wasn't really on my mind, I couldn't say 'oh it was just the HOCD'. I hope you get what I mean, does it mean anything?
she's a new friend so she's not that significant really, I just started working with her. I was just saying that story to sort of make it less complicated.
Basically, she texted me and normally I have HOCD on my mind at all times, but I kind of forgot for a bit and realized I had a slight smile. Then I remembered what I had read, and because HOCD wasn't really on my mind, I couldn't say 'oh it was just the HOCD'. I hope you get what I mean, does it mean anything?
The whole of humanity is inquisitive and this has led to some of the greatest inventions, cures and arts ever created. Being inquisitive is nature based and geneticly build into our very essense and without it we would still be in caves hiding from monster animals.
Society has been structured to channel this by certain values and morales that feel should be followed which leads us to HOCD. We are inquisitive what it would be like to have sex with the same sex but a wall has been socially built and when we want to peek over to see, we feel that there is something wrong with us and judge those on the other side.
Being inquisitive is how we will find the glorious path back to the garden from wense we came.
I'm sorry but I really don't know what that answer has to do with anything :/
I might have misunderstood you concern. But you mentioned you smiled when a girl text you and you mention about HOCD and did not think that was part of you smiling at her. What is your concern by your post?