Hocd turned me lesbian?!

[Ocdsufferer133]

I have had hocd since the beginning of this year. It went away for a little while but came back a few months ago. Whenever I look at a woman that is half nakef or naked I think "am I turned on?!" And I will be.... The most scary thing about it is, I don't know if that's real or the hocd. Part of me thinks that this hocd has turned me bi or lesbian! I dont have a desire to have sex with a woman but then again I don't want to jinx myself because what if I do and this hocd is just denial?! Like its just a cover up for me being lesbian or bi?! I don't know what to do and I'm incredibly confused. It all started because a long time ago my cousin showed me a naked girl and I think I was turned on!?there was a few other things also like I think a few woman are 'hot'..... They always dress and dance 'sexually' and one of them is Ruby Rose but she looks like a young leonardo dicaprio lol plus she's gender fluid so I guess that doesn't really count....? I keep feeling like I'm becoming less and less attracted to guys and more towards girls. I don't know what to do!

[Sweetheartgirl]

How  u feeling now ? Are u back to normal

[123tushar07]

you have to consult a psychiatrist for treatment of ocd, otherwise you will keep on getting confused due to ocd. you can not find logical answers to these questions because ocd will again find loopholes of "what if" thoughts so its better to get professional help.