HOCD and false attractions!!!!!!

[WPN]

Hi everyone....I've been suffering with hocd for 3 years now.I've had practically every symptom from groinal responses to fake urges(in my opinion the worst one)but I'm slowly on the path to recovery but I still get attraction which is annoying me to no end can someone please elaborate on what it is????? Please????

[Azgirl50]

Wpn, can you elaborate some, I'm not sure I understand what you are saying?

[WPN]

I remember having small OCD things like doing rituals when I was younger.....but I got hocd at the age of 17,I'm 20 now

[JGF25]

You haven't had any treatment for OCD in 2.5 years?

[WPN]

Nothing I've had no treatment.until this year.I've hocd for a while I tried to ignore it for 2.5 years,but it really spiked me a month ago you see I'm anime fan,I've been a fan for years,so I was watching this video and it had yaoi(and for the love of god if you have HOCD I repeat do not search that X_X)I did it cause I was curious.And then WAM I saw this weird lookin thing and it spiked me

[JGF25]

What kind of treatment have you had over the last three years?