I am a 16 year old girl, I have been having thoughts about if I am turning gay and questioning my sexuality for the past months. I know I am straight, but my thoughts are giving me pictures of lesbian sex. It is scaring me to death and I don't want to imagine these things. When I discovered porn around age 7 or 8, I became addicted to sex. When I got bored with hetero. porn, I watched lesbian porn and it aroused me. Not the actresses doing the scenes, but making my vagina feel good. Guys in porn never make women feel good. I have NO interest in women at all! All my crushes have been on guys and in fact, I had my first real crush on a guy! But, I am afraid that those lesbian fantasies (it didn't include me in them) are going to come to real life and I have a few female friends who are mostly bisexual and it makes me uncomfortable when they talk about having sex with a female celebrity. I don't like it. My anxiety has been like a raging monster that is giving me false information when I already know my TRUE self. Even, when I see pretty girls who adore their beauty and who has a nice body, I get nervous that I might "hit on them" and giving me false arousal. I feel disgusted that porn is making me like this. I am crying because I don't want to become gay. What can I do to get this demon out of me?