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HOCD Going with a different approach
Ive been accepting the thoughts Being that theyare easier on my mind. I know Im straight therefore why should these thoughts affect my right. The other night for the first time in a long time I felt real arousal for femalw
HOCD will lie in every which way possible . Your sexual orientation dont change this is something that is in you. Ive been going with the thoughts and last night I ejaculated in a wat I havent felt in a long time to the thought of women. When you accept the thoughts you are actually weakening them. Everyday little by little this is what I have been practicing and its been more relieving to my mind so thats gotta show progress right. Feel your mind out you will not turn into believe me. Last night for the first night in a while my overall mood felt amazing.
reasons for bein gay:
-have an extremely hard time getting and keeping erections with girls
-always had one friend out of a group that i liked more, or that i always tried to impress
-always sort of try n copy other people and have a hard time being myself (which im having a hard time even knowing who myself is)
-have had a couple of gay dreams before.. but woke up confused
- ex girlfriend thought i was gay
-gay thoughts arent as repelling, if even repelling at all anymore
Never ever wanted to be gay! Always had a girlfriend loved female attention now latley it's like I'm coming out as gay!!! What Is this OCD doing to my life? It's made me rethink literally every childhood memory I've ever had I'm second guessing everything! Today it hasn't been so bad because I just accepted everything it's thrown at me! But I don't want to end up gay because I'm not achnologing these thoughts?
-have an extremely hard time getting and keeping erections with girls
-always had one friend out of a group that i liked more, or that i always tried to impress
-always sort of try n copy other people and have a hard time being myself (which im having a hard time even knowing who myself is)
-have had a couple of gay dreams before.. but woke up confused
- ex girlfriend thought i was gay
-gay thoughts arent as repelling, if even repelling at all anymore
Never ever wanted to be gay! Always had a girlfriend loved female attention now latley it's like I'm coming out as gay!!! What Is this OCD doing to my life? It's made me rethink literally every childhood memory I've ever had I'm second guessing everything! Today it hasn't been so bad because I just accepted everything it's thrown at me! But I don't want to end up gay because I'm not achnologing these thoughts?
Anxiety had reduced substantially just from accepting the thoughts and I am currently practicing this on a daily basis.
JFG I am doing this and I feel more relaxed still slightly irritated at times... I hope doing this daily will also eventually result into an increase in my sex drive and natural feelings toward females I had before this occured. Thank You for your help and this is what I will be practicing daily until I start feeling these again
Again. Instead of negating these thoughts with I am straight thoughts I am just giving them what they want. This is easier on my mind so this must indicate progress right? And for those that think its denial . Were u ever in denial about something to the point where the question sticks in ur head a million times a day? No
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