Ladies, thank you for all of your insight as I have tried to figure out what is wrong with me. I already had multiple ultrasounds, CT scans, and even exploratory surgery, and the doctor could not convince me that I was not dealing with OC because of the symptoms that I was having and the CA125 which was 46. I was convinced that the symptoms along with the 46 meant for sure that I was in fact dealing with OC and that it just wasn't showing up yet. I think I really put more weight on that one test when more weight should have been given to the others (and most certainly surgery with a biopsy should carry more weight than a blood test!). Anyways - they repeated the CA125 and it is now 19, so it is has been 19, 32, and 46. Given that I've had some other non-gyn things show up, I'm moving on past the 46 and exploring what is REALLY wrong. Not to say that there's not a small chance somewhere that one day I could get OC, but for now I don't have it based on the extensive work up that was done. I think irrationale thinking got the best of me :((( I want to thank you all for answering my many posts and to say that I wish all of you the best. You've all taught me so much about OC and I admire the strength so many of you have.
Mocha