fed up with my life

[fedup73]

I don't know how to start, but I am fed up with my life, I start thinking finish it, and that's why I am here, I looked in many places in the internet, and I post many question,
ok I will go to point, I am an asylum seeker in the UK, I am not allow to work, to study, or even to dream, with no money, no hope, no love, no family, I become useless, and hopeless, I am very lazy now, I don't even go to the WC till I forced to,
my question is how or what can I do just to be my self, I don't ask for a lot, I want only to back to normal.

[margypops]

Well you can help voluntarily , you can use the facilities of the country ,you certainly can study you are online now you can study online , if you join  some of the activity clubs, you will meet folks the English are very friendly, why cant you dream what repression stops that ,it is in your hands to change your life, if you feel sorry for your self you wont .Get up and get going, seek out what you are searching for, write some stories of your past experiences, poetry,find a love there are great gals out there waiting for some good kind guy to find them ...As soon as the government allows you get some work you will meet people that way, like here they will allow you to stay eventually . Good luck keep in touch