I have been a pan patient for about 10 years. My current meds are xanax 0.5 twice a day, Percoset 10-325 four times a day and oxycontin 80mg twice a day. I have high anxiety and have adhered rigorously to the amounts prescribed. I don't get any euphoria,all I feel is a very slight reduction of my anxiety but not enoght to make my life bearable.I have had a heart attack, two strokes one on the left side and one on the right side I suffer from COPD, am on Oxygen and an inhaler I am 83 years old, married to a loving woman 20 years younger than me. The guilt I bear for everything I am putting her through is unimaginably unwelcome. My body is too weak to climb stairs, cook and clean up after myself although I can take car of my personal hygene.
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I shoyld have read more beforejumpping right i but I amdesparate for help. I am looking forward eagerly to any and all responses, any