postpartum depression

[WhiteJasmineRose3]

I can't help but feel the insane urge to slit my wrists or put a bullet in my head. My husband is a horrible father to our daughter I hate being married but can't leave I have no money no car no family no place to go. I just sometimes want to kill myself and give my baby to a caring family so she doesn't grow up poor or has a bad childhood because her mom other can't make enough money without a man. I can't help but want to kill myself so bad tonight. I only don't because of my baby I can't give up but at the same time I'm so dead inside. I just want to die. I don't want to wake up next to my husband. He can't be trusted with the baby he handles her too rough and was yelling at me while burping her I stayed calm until he gave her back too afraid he might drop her. I hate myself so much right now I just don't know how to stay strong anymore

[almacecilia2008]

Please call 1800-273-8255. They will help you right now. You are not alone!!!

[wyattsmom2015]

Honey you got to be willing to get help. It don't sound like you are yet when you are you know where to go. Good luck and hope you feel better soon.

[ashleyn1206]

It is important to find a support system asap.  I suffered through post partum after my third.  I ended up calling my ob emergency line.  Do you have anY family or relatives close by.  You can Get thru this.  Please dont wait until next week.  There is help out there you just have to ask

[WhiteJasmineRose3]

I can't really "go" anywhere I don't have a vehicle and my husband doesn't let me drive his. I'm scared that going to a shelter Will make me feel worse like im homeless :(

[LeahBear]

Don't wait until next week to see the doctor. Go to the ER now. It's better for you to get help now then wait.

[amethyst1103]

Go to ur nearest er and get some help...ur daughter needs you...they have social workers who can help guide you ti safety...u also need to be somewhere where u can be watched so u sont harm yourself