postpartum depression

[WhiteJasmineRose3]

I can't help but feel the insane urge to slit my wrists or put a bullet in my head. My husband is a horrible father to our daughter I hate being married but can't leave I have no money no car no family no place to go. I just sometimes want to kill myself and give my baby to a caring family so she doesn't grow up poor or has a bad childhood because her mom other can't make enough money without a man. I can't help but want to kill myself so bad tonight. I only don't because of my baby I can't give up but at the same time I'm so dead inside. I just want to die. I don't want to wake up next to my husband. He can't be trusted with the baby he handles her too rough and was yelling at me while burping her I stayed calm until he gave her back too afraid he might drop her. I hate myself so much right now I just don't know how to stay strong anymore

[rambler24]

Talk to your doctor. You are in need of counceling and they will be able to help you.

[moji07]

Omg sounds like u really need some serious counseling and there are so many ways that u could be helped. Ur not alone and there is so much that can be done about ur situation. Please try to stay positive and there are many ways u can get away from a relationship w a husband like the one u described. There are so many laws that protect and help women in ur situation. U r not hopeless. The only o es who can't be helped are the ones who never seek it. I hope that things get better for u... stay strong n I'm glad u think about ur baby. Keep thinking about ur baby and seek professional help...