&im an emotional wreck ....i cry almost everyday I love my daughter bt I was really unprepared for her it seems like so many problems are coming my way ..I already have a kid he hasnt seen hs sister yet bt dealing with both of them scares the s h I t outa me I hope I can deal with both of them ...this is susposed to be a happy time for me bt I feel so sad , it really seems like a lot to just pt on a person all at once . I dnt remember feeling this way with my first ...I just wonder how long will it take for me feel happy...wen Im in such a effed up situation ...labor&delivery was the easy part the real ish began wen I got home . Im just gona pt in Gods hands ♥.