This made me cry so much while reading it, I know it's hard for you I wish you the best in healing. Your story touched my heart, now your angel is shining down Watching over you until you meet again. RIP baby Aidan your mother loves you so much I can tell by this post. My prayers go to your & your baby boy. (Hugs)
Has been 3 years but the memory stay!!! so does the pain :'(
This made me cry a million times over. I hope you are healing dear. ((hugs)) you are a twirly strong woman
Rachel Honey...
(((Hugs))) for you... I really have no words to say beside I felt you so much!! Be there myself 5times I can truly say if I've magic stick I will make sure none of us woman need to be in such situation, is horrible!!!!
But hun, this is life and all we can do is move on look forward that there is something better God store for us if he ask us to wait. I do believe you'll made a good mother is just that the right baby haven't yet to be come.
Silly to think if not then why HE made us prego then take it away via miscarriage.. is too painful to bear right??? But I guess HE just want to make sure we are the right Mommy for the right baby. So as long u really want it don't loss hope.. keep the faith alive and God will bless you with the right baby soon. I'll keep u in my prayer for healing soon...
Lots love...
Rachel....
Hi Rachel
Hope ur ok. I lost another pregnancy this year! The baby got to 9 weeks and when i went for my 10 week scan, there was no heart beat.
Really horrible for this to have happened again. I really feel ur pain Rachel. I do feel lost and i feel like it's never going to happen now.
Rachel x
Hey dear...
Is true i taking this really like remembering love note for my beloved Baby Aidan and this is i usually did whenever i go thru this web and read those mother who been thru the same boat as i am... is really killing me when i read they post.. recent one i read again loss baby girl and also still birth just like i am... arrrggghhh... i just really hope no one will ever go thru this dear... is really terrible experience....!!!
Hug...xxx
Rachel
Im so sorry for your loss your story was so sad. :( im glad that you keep this post going tho in rememberence. Its like having something to comfort you a little with continuing to get through this. Im sure your heart still aches but its ok no one blames you. Sending comforting hugs your way***
I miss you Aidan Baby.... :(
Lately i read so much about lovely mommy like me losing the angel making me missing my son so badly... and every time i does i always go back to this post again.... :)
I will never go far fr this special post made specially for Baby Aidan... I love you son R.I.P and you are always live here in my heart and never gone...!!!
Hugs...xxx
Rachel
Thank you hun.. be frank every time i read it over and over i do cry still... i want someday to read it but i finally smile... just don't know when the day will come... :(( i know he for sure sad watching down on me and i am far from moving on. I just hope he can understand that this is so hard for me...!!!
I want to tell you that your story touched my heart and i had tears running down my face while reading..I hope you are healing and just remember your angel is shining down in you day and night <3 xoxo
Wish i can over come this soon....!!! i really wanted to be happy again not pretending happy for the sake of everyone thats really make me tired... :((
No really... but life moves on...!!! i miss him so much...!! he is gone but in my heart he is not...!!! i am getting crazy down here... carry Aidan's baby ashes here and there like stupid fellow... :(( :(( arrrgghhhhhhh... i just wish this pain go away ASAP...!!!! its killing me....!!!!
I brought tears to my eyes! I hope u r doing good... My prayers go to u and ur little boy...
Sorry for your loss. Aidans a little angel watching down on you right now. This is truly a love story between mother /child. True love,till u meet again. Rip Aidan
Thank you.... i really do love this boy damn damn damn much and i have done everything i could to make him save and sound.. still i fail... :(( :(( :(( i just don't know when will i have another boy since he going to be MY ONE AND ONLY as i am done the tube cut and burnt during my still birth thru c-sec... but i welcome adoption just that it's not now.. i need to fixed myself and i haven't find any way how to cope with this loss....!!! it's HUGE.... since he was my 5th pregnancy but my 1st baby... :(( :(( :((
So sorry for ur loss. May God give him back to you again when you have another boy soon!
Beautiful...just like Aidan.....Peace be with you both.
I love this letter i wrote for you Aidan baby.. so let's bump it so many more other will read it..!! i still miss you so much son... i still crying.. and i still write many lovely letter for you... are you happy sit next to me and read what i wrote for you..???
So beautiful of you dear....!!! touching... hugsssss...
God took you as early as he did/ because you were the perfect kid/ and just the second you were made/ god knew he couldn't fill your place/ so he had to bring you home so fast/ but don't worry cause when time has passed/ god said one day ill get my turn/ to watch u grow and help you learn/ and i cannot wait until that day/ everynight I kneel and pray/ and i ask god to keep him safe/ but i know in my heart he's in a good place/ and now I know death wont be so bad/ it my be best the day I ever have/cause then again ill see his face/ and wrap him in my warm embrace......r.i.p....aidin
I am trying hard dear... but still all i am doing its crying badly... :(( its really hard to move on... :(( looking for help soon...!!! :((
Crying so much, I'm sure you made him proud and will make an amazing mommy. God bless
Aidan darling.... i still missing you so badly....!!! how are you??? i wondering.... :((