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Aidan Lee Darling (still birth 1/15/12)
Dear Aidan... Love of my life, i actually in the situation of not know what should i write to vent my feelings.. :( but the purpose for this is to letting you & the entire universal know the 5 months with you is the most wonderful amazing moment's i've ever been thru in my entire life.. i do not know when??? where??? how??? should i begun but let me begin by telling you there is nothing in this world i can compare with the love i had towards you...!!!
I don't know when am i actually falling in love with you but somehow i just knowing i already falling badly the moment i see you for the very 1st time when you was only 4weeks old. Weird Aidan Darling... bcos you not even has your heart beat yet but its already enough makes my heart beat real fast that i almost feel i am reaching the sky above...
As time goes i keep more..more..more..more..and more falling in love to you, knowing you're growing stronger and stronger i smile even when i was asleep. Bcos i know the moment you meet me that's will be the day i MOST waiting for the pass 33years i am.. I felt like teenagers Aidan Darling bcos i was very happy every time we talk and i share you all the things i want us to do when time comes.. I am like sweet 17 whom giggling of how the 1st date gonne be since you and me only contact via feelings and something that so beautiful till i not even have the right words to describe it..!!
Every time i touch you Aidan Darling i feel miracle.. every time i begun talking i feel like i have so many things to tell you. I wonder sometimes are you feel me annoying???? hahahah.. but well that's how people in love they never less topic to chat about... :) When you was 18weeks old, i am stunt to know you're a BOY...!!! I was scare at 1st really bcos i was born PINK darling.. I wonder this and that.... but after few hours the excitement starting showering me that waoooo... I am really dating a boy... NO KIDDING!!!
And i begun to realize Aidan Darling how amazing that's gonna be to explore your blue world...!!! it's hard to continue fr here on but i really want you to know how much i love you Aidan Darling... I've plan too many.. so much... real huge things for you and i can feel it's so close to reaching our famous happy ending where we finally meet... and doing the kissing... hugging for the very 1st time. But you show me Aidan Darling beautiful dreams not always ending fantastic but sometimes dramatic too!! That's how you&me love affair come to the end.. for somehow i don't know how to explain but at the age of 21week you shock me..rock my world.. turn it upsidedown by breaking up with me. the worst part we both don't know why its need to end this way.. :(
Just somehow we need to bid our goodbye even how hard to endure the pain.. I feel dying Aidan Darling as i already giving all my heart to you.. my entire life ahead all is about you...you...you..you...and you...!!! out of the blues i've to start all over again and be frank i still cannot figure it out how i gonna do that Aidan Darling. I cannot promise you i will be right away okay fr this heartbreaking but i know time will be the best medication ever and someday i know i'll be able to see the HAPPY me again.... not tomorrow... not next week... maybe not in the months even a years but i will try the best i could and as for you Aidan darling please please please never doubt my love towards you bcos the real true your love is the most magical love i ever has in my entire life.. it's really carry rainbow within... and i glad you show me how to LOVE...
We no need to find an answer why our love story end this way, let's just cherries every moments that we already spend together even its just very short period of time.. it's better then nothing at all...!!! Allowed me Aidan darling to never ever bid a goodbye to you just someday in the next life or in the beautiful heaven do intro yourself to me if you ever recognize me so i will not forever wonder about how good looking you are actually that make me falling in love so damn badly!!!
So my Aidan Darling.. this is not yet the end but just the beginning between you&me.. i love you always and forever be... remember always that you're the MOST LOVE by me till we meet again.. bigggggg...biggg.. warm hugs for you Aidan darling... may new place promise much more beautiful things then what you've been for the past 5 months...
Love,
Your secret admire...!!! Mommy Rachel
I don't know when am i actually falling in love with you but somehow i just knowing i already falling badly the moment i see you for the very 1st time when you was only 4weeks old. Weird Aidan Darling... bcos you not even has your heart beat yet but its already enough makes my heart beat real fast that i almost feel i am reaching the sky above...
As time goes i keep more..more..more..more..and more falling in love to you, knowing you're growing stronger and stronger i smile even when i was asleep. Bcos i know the moment you meet me that's will be the day i MOST waiting for the pass 33years i am.. I felt like teenagers Aidan Darling bcos i was very happy every time we talk and i share you all the things i want us to do when time comes.. I am like sweet 17 whom giggling of how the 1st date gonne be since you and me only contact via feelings and something that so beautiful till i not even have the right words to describe it..!!
Every time i touch you Aidan Darling i feel miracle.. every time i begun talking i feel like i have so many things to tell you. I wonder sometimes are you feel me annoying???? hahahah.. but well that's how people in love they never less topic to chat about... :) When you was 18weeks old, i am stunt to know you're a BOY...!!! I was scare at 1st really bcos i was born PINK darling.. I wonder this and that.... but after few hours the excitement starting showering me that waoooo... I am really dating a boy... NO KIDDING!!!
And i begun to realize Aidan Darling how amazing that's gonna be to explore your blue world...!!! it's hard to continue fr here on but i really want you to know how much i love you Aidan Darling... I've plan too many.. so much... real huge things for you and i can feel it's so close to reaching our famous happy ending where we finally meet... and doing the kissing... hugging for the very 1st time. But you show me Aidan Darling beautiful dreams not always ending fantastic but sometimes dramatic too!! That's how you&me love affair come to the end.. for somehow i don't know how to explain but at the age of 21week you shock me..rock my world.. turn it upsidedown by breaking up with me. the worst part we both don't know why its need to end this way.. :(
Just somehow we need to bid our goodbye even how hard to endure the pain.. I feel dying Aidan Darling as i already giving all my heart to you.. my entire life ahead all is about you...you...you..you...and you...!!! out of the blues i've to start all over again and be frank i still cannot figure it out how i gonna do that Aidan Darling. I cannot promise you i will be right away okay fr this heartbreaking but i know time will be the best medication ever and someday i know i'll be able to see the HAPPY me again.... not tomorrow... not next week... maybe not in the months even a years but i will try the best i could and as for you Aidan darling please please please never doubt my love towards you bcos the real true your love is the most magical love i ever has in my entire life.. it's really carry rainbow within... and i glad you show me how to LOVE...
We no need to find an answer why our love story end this way, let's just cherries every moments that we already spend together even its just very short period of time.. it's better then nothing at all...!!! Allowed me Aidan darling to never ever bid a goodbye to you just someday in the next life or in the beautiful heaven do intro yourself to me if you ever recognize me so i will not forever wonder about how good looking you are actually that make me falling in love so damn badly!!!
So my Aidan Darling.. this is not yet the end but just the beginning between you&me.. i love you always and forever be... remember always that you're the MOST LOVE by me till we meet again.. bigggggg...biggg.. warm hugs for you Aidan darling... may new place promise much more beautiful things then what you've been for the past 5 months...
Love,
Your secret admire...!!! Mommy Rachel
I love this letter i wrote for you Aidan baby.. so let's bump it so many more other will read it..!! i still miss you so much son... i still crying.. and i still write many lovely letter for you... are you happy sit next to me and read what i wrote for you..???
God took you as early as he did/ because you were the perfect kid/ and just the second you were made/ god knew he couldn't fill your place/ so he had to bring you home so fast/ but don't worry cause when time has passed/ god said one day ill get my turn/ to watch u grow and help you learn/ and i cannot wait until that day/ everynight I kneel and pray/ and i ask god to keep him safe/ but i know in my heart he's in a good place/ and now I know death wont be so bad/ it my be best the day I ever have/cause then again ill see his face/ and wrap him in my warm embrace......r.i.p....aidin
I am trying hard dear... but still all i am doing its crying badly... :(( its really hard to move on... :(( looking for help soon...!!! :((
Crying so much, I'm sure you made him proud and will make an amazing mommy. God bless
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