I am 5 weeks and its just settling in that God has given me this amazing gift. Though I am very excited, I feel like I have no support =( I am waiting until the holidays to tell my family, but because I dont have a great relationship with anyone in my family, I am scared I wont have any help, financial, emotional, or with "motherly things." To top all of this off, my relationship is in shambles and I feel the only reason he is with me is because of our future child. He has no clue whats going on with me or my body. I feel so alone and dont know what to do. Not looking for an answer to this, but hoping all who read this post will shoot a quick prayer up to the big guy for me. Support and love from anywhere is something we all need. =)