Just got home from the doctor's, gaine 11 lbs in the past month. this morning hubby made a comment about how I'm jiggly, I feel so fat & gross. I'm a heavy set girl & I have ohkay self esteem, MOST of the time. Days like today I just want to hide in my sweats & under my covers in bed, or go running for an hour to feel active:/ I'm disgusted with myself