Too damn nice - vent

[Bri_1985]

I am totally turning off my cellphone on mons and tues from now on. I have to be at school tomorrow at 1230p and am risking slicing a ******* finger due to no sleep because one of the shift leads had diahrrea and thus didnt want to work. Im not even in uniform because she wouldnt let me change at home. And I reminded them that not only were they calling me while I was leaving school but that I had school tomorrow too. And apparently they didnt give a ****! THEN SHE HAD THE NERVE TO ASK ME IF EVERYTHING WAS OK FOR ME TO WORK WHEN I GOT HERE!!!!  I damn near went the **** off on her going "No! Its not okay! But no one here gives a **** so Im ******* here! So go the **** home!" Instead I just told her to ******* leave and that she should have thought about that before calling my *** and left it at that.

So Im ******* here til 6a, I have to take hubby to work when I get home, my Mom has a Dr appt at 930a and I have to leave for school between 1030a and 11a - with no ******* window for enough ******* sleep. Yay ******* me...

[Bri_1985]

*sigh* 5a and still no boss. So much for going home early... today royally *****...

[Bri_1985]

Thanks :-( Im just waiting for the boss to show up and see what he says. He's a mutual friend of mine and my hubby's outside of work so Im praying/hoping he'll kick me out when he gets here. I know its really unlikely (hes not the type to show favoritism) but ugh...

[shellie409]

Be careful driving home whenever you get off i hope it's sooner rather than later

[shellie409]

I would def turn off your phone on your days off :' you need to rest its not your fault if people dont come in to work i used to be too nice :' my availability was 2 pm to 11 and we closed at 12 i took a couple of shifts a few times then they started taking it for granted so i ended up working my closing shift that i was scheduled plus closing for other people :'

[Bri_1985]

I wish I knew! I know a lot of it is because Im so tired right now and all I want to do is crawl into bed and crash. But I have 2 1/2 hrs to go unless my boss feels sorry for me and gets me out sooner. I doubt he will and thinking about it its pointless but Im desperate.

[shellie409]

Oh i know what you mean :/ i took a couple of semesters of culinary school :' do you get to have a recipe card? I hope so!! We were allowed to have ours but we had to know how to adjust measurements to weird proportions sometimes :' and whats up with wanting to cry when you're really mad?! I hate that :/ ill be mad at the hubby wanting to chew his head off and i just start crying so instead of looking like a bad a** you just look sad and it ruins the effect i was trying to go for :/

[Bri_1985]

Mexican dishes as in from Mexico, just to clarify.

[Bri_1985]

Im in a Culinary Arts school and we're jumping right into cooking Mexican dishes. I had to get the recipes for it off my phone because I couldnt go home and do it. Took me 2+ hrs between helping customers and everything on the phone being smaller than on my laptop. Im so beat. I cant risk missing classes because I saw how a possible A grade was a C because I missed 2 days of class even though I turned in my work and made up the quizzes. Participation is a huge part of our grade. Im going to be so out of it tomorrow.

[shellie409]

Sounds like you work at the place i used to :/ id be at work as a cashier in a major grocery store and theyd be hassling me to pick up shifts or id request a day off in advance like you're supposed to and still call to see if i wanted to go to work :/ maybe your classes wont be so bad tomorrow i used to do homework for math and be in physics lol because my physics teacher didnt do crap for a lecture so it was basically all self taught anyways

[Bri_1985]

Cursed hormones... Im so pissed and tired that Im trying not to cry right now. Im going to be such a wreck tomorrow! All Ive wanted to do was do something better with my ******* life and be a better provider for my kids yet it sometimes feels so pointless!