Ugh vent.

[nicnicole03]

So after having this back pain for so long nd thinking it was because I was constipated I finally went to bathroom nd my back is still killing me. I started researching back pain nd what is typical n what's not. It said that in pregnancy back pain is common to be achy nd etc. it said being constipated wouldn't cause the sharp guy wrenching pain I've been having so I jotted it up to be severe Braxton hicks. Well I self checked myself nd I have dilated more since dr so I have been contracting for a few days now.

I've not timed nor am I goin to cause my hospital won't do anything until my water breaks. I feel like crap. throwing up nd jus yuck. Anyhow I call my fiancée nd "the lovely boss" said that I'd have to tough it out cause she didn't have anyone tonight nd unless I was about to push a baby out it'd have to wait. Um.. Pretty sure the shift is over in like 3 hours anyhow but I have my other 3 kids nd can't hardly get up cause of the pressure. N they're trying my nerves attempting to get away with everything cause they know I feel bad.

Nd my fiancée is ok with staying at work. Lmao. It's fine.  so when my water does break ill be driving my dang self to the hospital. Cause obviously my fiancée can't get off work to take me.. Sorry I jus needed to vent nd this is the only place I can do that.  Ughhhh

[nicnicole03]

I'm jus over it being stopped. I understand keeping her in is better but she wants out. Let her out dang it. I'm full term anyhow nd she's already estimated 8 lbs. but I'm dilated to a 2-3 nd cause my water didn't break yet I'm stuck. My water never breaks on its own nd the one time it did I was at a 6

[charletta92]

Yea thats bad ive been having bad back pains lately

[nicnicole03]

She has definitely done some moving around the last few days. Cause where her butt was in my ribs it's now at my belly button. My fiancée begged me not to drive myself. Nd I've never experienced back pain like this.

[charletta92]

Sounds like back labor. And omg its sad that u are on your own