Today, I gave up on my best friend,a 9 year relationship, and the father of my children. Gonna be lost for a while but I can't deal with the lies, fighting and deception. I'm 27 weeks and 3 days pregnant and I am physically and emotionally unstable; when I should be happy and preparing for Miss Niyah's arrival. I Need Help :o( and relief right now I just wish I could pause life.