No not at all. Its hard to be excited when having a hard pregnancy. It will all change. Lots of women go through this you're not alone. I didn't feel as connected to this baby as I did with my first but once ibhad him that all changed. It was hard for me to think I could love anyone else the same or as much. But I was wrong once I had him I loved him instantly the same.
Thank you because it's really been on my mind heavy lately
It does not mean you are a bad person or will be a bad mother...I absolutely hate being pregnant, almost with a passion. I am sick from day one until the better part of my second trimester, and I just am not myself. I feel grungy all the time even when I don get dressed up to go on a nice date or whatever. I am constantly tired, I have no energy for my kids that I have to take care of so they suffer in a way. I get fat and I'm do hormonal and am such a b**** I get on my own nerves. The only time I can enjoy being pregnant is after the fact when I can think about all the good things without having to deal with all the crap and I love my kids more than anything in this world. Plus, I always have an infection when I go for my first appointment and ultrasound...that's how I know I'm pregnant in the first place lol. It will pass by quickly and you will have your little one and its totally worth it.
I have.had a horrible pregnancy im 37 weeks and still throw up everyday! Along with that i got bells palsy so i cant move the right side of my face. It completely *****. But i was like you at the beginning not so.happy because i was do sick. Now im use to it and so excited for my little guy to get here