more of a rant..i feel alone.

[amullen456]

I'm 35 & 5. I'm always in pain always miserable and always uncomfortable!  Thus is my hubby and i 5th child. We are done after this one but with four kids ages 7,6,3, and 1 i can't do it anymore. I'm drained. I've only gone full term once and I'm really ready to have this little girl. I can't walk on my left leg, i feel like my insides are being torn apart. I want to cry but being the stubborn women i am, i can't bring myself to cry cause i see myself as weak if i do. My hubby works very long hours and yes i have ppl that can help sometimes. I feel alone in this last stretch of 32 days or less!!! I have no friends just family around and they have jobs and such.
I JUST FEEL ALONE AND WANT THIS OVER WITH!!!!!!

[amullen456]

I can't sleep! I'm in constant pain. Idk what to do anymore! Doctors don't consider this labor pain. Bath don't help anymore. My first girl was like this. I think I'm starting to go into labor buttaking my time. Its so hard to explain!  :-(

[aimeeaiman]

Best of luck. ... I have nephews I look after when sis is off to work.. but I can feel your pain.... when I am upset too much I just cry in bathroom or something.  My hormones are messed up big time... wish you all the best...

[Mackenzieluvu]

Im a first time momma so i have no idea what its like! But i can definitely relate to the not crying cause it makes me feel weak! Im sure its hard to stay positive when you are hurting & emotonal! But you are going to have a new beutiful blessing soon! Im sure if your to go into labour your husband will work his butt off to get to you as fast as he can! :) just try to relax ! (If you can! Im sure its a busy household with all the other rugrats at it all thetime!) Best of luck! Youll do great! :)

[amullen456]

Forgot to mention that my hubby works over an hour away so I'm also terrified that i won't be able to get ahold of anyone when i do go into labor. He works 2nd shift so is gone from 230pm to sometimes 4am