Welcome to med help and thank you for your insight!
Hey Kris. I know how you feel in regards to missing your boyfriend. Spending a day without mine is really hard. However, it's really important to spend time with your friends as well, even if you don't particularly want to at first. Get in touch with some of the ones you don't speak to much anymore - explain to them if you have to, that you've been caught up with being with him and are sorry for letting things slip with them a bit. Turn your phone off when you're out to avoid the temptation to see if he's texted or called you.
I get quite sensitive with my boyfriend, and read into everything he says. What I do is just push it away. If logically you know that he's not making a dig at you, and that confronting him about it will just lead to an argument, forget it. It'll be hard, but I've found that half an hour later it's just too much energy for me to keep going over it in my head and I move on.
It's only been ten months - it's not too late to rebuild your relationship with your friends. You could also join a club or activity and make new friends there. Even if you like something as everyday as reading, there are book clubs.
The main thing is to to just make a concentrated effort to make things better. Why not share these worries with him as well? If he treats you as well as you say, he'll understand, and appreciate that you're trying to make things better, and that he can't be the only thing in your life.
I hope things work out okay. <3
Did anyone ever reply to you about this? I'm in the same situation. I don't know what to do with myself during my free time away from him. It hurts when I'm not with him but I know I need to be without him sometimes or I will drive myself crazy! We work together and always talk on IM and then talk after work and talk before we go to bed. We aren't as affectionate as we were when we first started dating (about 10 months ago). I stopped talking to all of my friends to where I don't really have any, anymore. Most of them now have kids and are married which is the reason I was hanging out with him everyday. When I do hang out with other people, I'm constantly checking my phone and if he doesn't text or call me while I'm out, I think he doesn't care about me. I'm losing my mind. I can't take this anymore. We fight everyday because I can't handle "jokes" because I'm so sensitive with him. Please, this is my cry for help. I've never been with someone that has meant so much to me and has treated me so well. I'm going to lose him if I don't change myself now. I'll take all the prayers I can get.
Hey everyone,
I just finished reading all of these posts after discovering this website while googling ways to become less attached. I am in the same exact situation at you, ellie90, except I've always had a difficult time making friends. I've been feeling very depressed and anxious lately and I think this morning I finally realized that my problem is that I'm too attached on my boyfriend. I find myself thinking about him all of the time - to the point where I can't even focus on other things! I feel like I've lost my own identity and things I used to like to do seem dull and lonely. Like ellie90, my boyfriend is a very independent person. He's career focused and doesn't mind if we don't talk or see each other everyday. He has what he calls "preferential option." He prefers to see me but he's good if we spend time apart, too. That seems so reasonable to me, but I am having the absolute hardest time trying to make myself do things on my own.
What did you ladies do to preoccupy yourselves? What do you do when you're alone? I can only read and watch TV and study for so long before I fall back into this awful loneliness. How long does this take to go away?!
I would love to hear all of your insights!
Hi Nikki and to all the girls who thought they were the only ones who feel that way.
I am like you. I'm in a two year relationship with my boyfriend to whom I feel like I love so much. I consider myself an extrovert and prior to meeting him, I used to really spend a lot of time with friends. But when we got together, suddenly most of my time was spent with him. All my emotions were suddenly focused on him. We see each other almost every day. I got too attached to the point that I get lonely when he's not with me. Like you girls, since I always expect to see you him everyday, whenever we don't, I feel really upset to the point that I cry. After two years, I still feel this way. It has changed a bit. I now enjoy time with other people. But just the same, I get upset when I don't see him in a day. He doesn't mind it. But unlike your guys, he's not like me - he doesn't mind if we don't see each other on a particular day. He's a typical guy who's career focused. I know that he loves me so much as well but he's not the needy type. Sometimes it really upsets me. I don't think I wanna feel like this forever though. It affects my productivity at work.
I'd like to know how you girls are. How long can this feeling last? I'm so happy when he's here but gets lonely when he's not. How can I change this and make myself feel better?
I would really appreciate your replies.
I would love to know if you are still with the same guy now?
I'm clingy with my boyfriend and we see each other every night but we are still both independent and have very full lives seperatley from each other as well. We feel the same way about each other so we need each other the same and look after one another equally, which makes it a really strong relashionship, hope you have found happiness anyway.
Rubie