I am married and 30year old lady, I got married to my boyfriend after a long relation of 6years, I had a difficult childhood and struggled a lot in my life, i started working since i was a teenager to support my family and now my parents are settled. My problem is like i doubt a lot on my husband since he is in media business then the problem increase a lot, When we were girlfriend and boyfriend i never doubted on him but once he tried to cheat on me he was doing double timing and when i came to know i was shocked and broken cause i did all my best effort to keep my bf happy but cause of my job and hectic schedule i was unable to give proper time to him, so he said he was feeling alone which made him to move towards other, then i thought of breaking up with him as it was no use sticking to a person who is not urs, but when i tried to break up my boyfriend came back to me and apologize for whatever he did and promised me that he will never repeat this again. Then things went fine but cause of that other girl i was so much broken that i couldn't trust my hubby till now. I swear i want to change myself but i am not able to, my husband has changed a lot he is nice and decent now, but sometime i doubt a lot specially when he go for outdoor shoot or work then i keep thinking like is he sleeping with somebody or is he trying to make me fool.. Now this problem has started effecting my married life, my hubby is getting irritated of explaining me things and like if i dont get answers i really go mad and talk **** to my hubby. I am trying hard not to think anything bad about my hubby but things does comes into my mind. I am so doubtful that i keep checking his emails and cell phone to assure myself, I am going mad can somebody help me, otherwise i am a very calm and cool person but i dont know why i cannot control myself when its comes to doubting my husband...I been to the psychiatrist also but nothing really helping me, Cause of this madness my hubby said if i continue like this my hubby will leave me... I am so tensed and depressed that i cannot express. Please advice me what should i do...