My boyfriend and I have been together for three years and i've finally felt like i've found someone who truly loves me. . .except for one thing. . .in the past year he's become addicted to painkillers.
it started last year when he was prescribed them for an accident he'd had at work, but when he ran out he kept getting more (his father takes them and has for years because of an injury he got at work years ago) his father gave him a few more after his prescription ran out bc of the pain he was in. . .he was okay and then for a little while he didn't take any. then all of a sudden i started finding pills in his pants pockets when i was doing laundry and he started throwing up alot at night and i couldnt figure out what it was from. eventually a friend of his told me what was going on and what signs to look for because he would always lie to me about it. again he stopped for a while and things were good, but now he's doing them again and its worse, he now crushes them up to snort them and i'm terrified. i lose so much sleep because i'm afraid that if i go to bed and don't keep checking on him that i will wake up in the morning and he will be dead.
he spends hundreds of dollars on painkillers every week and then lies to me about what he's spending the money on, he's lost his job as a result of his addiction and he's also forced his father to install cameras in his house and get a safe to keep his medication in because my bf was stealing them from him. he's even gone as far as to steal one of the safes, break into it, just to get his high.
i can't count how many nights hes layed in my arms in tears because he hates how his life has turned and he knows he's addicted, but how can i help him to see that he can get help and he can change?
i love him and hate seeing him this way, i have no more tears to cry, and i'm so tired of being afraid that he's going to die after a night of snorting these pills. . .