His temper is controlled by weed??!! ..... enough said as far as I'm concerned!
BUT THEN
You go on to say He DOES have a temper and that He emotionally and physically abuses You AND You say He's threatened to kill You??
My question is:
......and You love Him why?? Why do You wait around for Him to possibly "kill you"??
I agree with Your Family - You should leave BEFORE something worse happens.
GoodLuck
Just a friendly tip, try adding some punctuation (periods, commas) and even paragraph breaks, especially in LONG posts. To be honest, your OP was hard to read.
I agree with the above ladies. I don't know why you've put up with this treatment for so long, but I wouldn't put up with it for another day.
Why aren't you working? Have you been schooled in any kind of trade? Do you have aspirations to go to college? It sounds a little like you've allowed your BF to be the caregiver, and you've become dependent on him. You need to start working toward finding your own independence, working toward your future goals.
Best of luck!
I agree with SM.
I see you live in the UK - so I don't know how it works over there as far as employment and housing. I'm always surprised, actually about how the government seems to control ever single aspect of your lives down to employment and applying for housing. And I also see you're on subsidized housing so I don't know how that works either.
But I agree it's fundamental to spend some time working, and supporting yourself completely. If you don't do that you end up mired in depression and stagnation.
Hi and welcome. Well, I'm very sorry you are in this situation. My advice to you is serious and something I'd do right away. LEAVE. You fight every single day. That isn't what a good relationship is. AND then you say he is physically hurting you. Really, you need to leave like yesterday.
Think if you can get some kind of job training though as it is important to support ourselves. That is really a fundamental part of life and I encourage you to make sure you are working towards financial independence. Job training, community college and just getting a job is essential. good luck