I asked a recent question with regards to all types of STD's. The general consensus from the replies I got was that even though it is highly likely the sex worker I slept with may have had an STD, by wearing a condom I was safe.
I accept that I am also dealing with feelings of guilt.
My question now is two-fold, firstly what STD could have caused reddish spots on her breasts? I must have been a complete idiot to still go through with it after seeing them. And f those spots touched my skin, what could I have caught?
Secondly I have started to trawl through websties such as these comparing my symptoms to other posts. It has become an obsession. I think I am going mad. Apart from work, it is literally all I do. And I can't tell anyone about this due to the stigma of this thing. My day awake is a constant nightmare, half spent me re-assuring myself I'm ok and half having panic attacks that I'm not. And in front of friends and family I have to appear normal which is seriously difficult.
Is there anyone who has experienced this...anyone I can turn to for support? I really can't take this, am going insane.