I guess this can be traced back to the lack of knowledge of STD because I thought touching the private part of the massacrer can also lead to STD infection. In combination with the itchiness of my penis and burning sensation these days...really makes me a bit suicidal.
No it does not. STD's have a name for a reason...have to have sex (oral, vaginal or anal).
I know where your coming from with the anxiety. Please seek help for it...I am.
You are right, I do have anxiety...i'm also a clean freak so i found those massage parlour very dirty. not to mention i wore an underwear that was dropped on the floor..and to make life more exciting, there appears to be a "wet tissue" next to where it dropped. Although I noticed that piece of tissue when I got into the room, I duno whether std transmit that way...like after maybe 10+ minutes or so.
Yes psychological. It can be a psychatrist or a concelor or a thrapist, but it's clear that you have anxiety and I am sure it has affect other parts of your life.
therapist as in psychological or simply a doctor?
Safe period is day 1 becuase it was no risk. Do not throw anything away, but seek a therapist.