i never had sex with any body, I started masturbation from 17 age, from that day i masturbating daily twice, 2 to 3 years back i abl to do 2 times per week now i able to do only twice a month. now i feeling very bad what i did, i am going to marry in 6 months as per my mother saying i am avoiding marriage because, i think i not able satisfy my wife daily, disturbed too much, some times i loose memory, no concentration on my work. & feel what peoples thinking on me. i feel bad. some time i am very silent, sad face i feel, my thinking slow compare to 3 years back how i am. i think i should not do masturbate for at least two to three months. & eat nutritionist food or tablet increase attraction. to increase memory i should take tablets. pls suggest sir.
my age 32 will complete on 04.02.2014
height : 5.feet 11 inches
weight : 89 kg
pls help me in this regard.
for me very important father, mother friends, sex & work, should concentrate on work, some times i am thinking for donate kidney. but i am scared for this world. in between these health issues scaring me lot. i want concentrate, other wise difficult. my only concern is my marriage & job. for marriage i increase samen quantity & for job i need interest on it, increase memory also.
i am fear to speak in the friends group also. because my problems in my front
i am assistant manager technical ( electrical engineer) for private company. what can be done pls suggest to increase memory, interest inwork other sports activities. etc. sex also very imp for married life. any body can suggest. thanks in advance.