i mean she really wanted it. She said she didnt feel it like.. she was asking me if it was tight and she was telling me that she didnt feel so tight. I feel that hitman's advice makes sense i think i will just want to be alone because i have been emotionally hurt by this and i feel that being friends with her will bring some type of closure. I dont feel the same for her anymore ever since she has give me the space treatment and I believe its too early in the relationship to have so many problems.
Sometimes women feel like the guy only wants them for sex. Maybe something about your reaction (I would not have suggested going through with the plan to have sex on the same day she was in a car accident) made her feel like you mostly just want sex and don't care about her as a person. I'm SURE she felt your penis, she was not talking about that. She was saying she didn't get the erotic thrill and/or orgasm she expected. Maybe she had built this up in her mind that it was going to be so great and it couldn't live up. Maybe she began to wonder in the middle of things why she was having sex when she also had whiplash, (and on top of that, there you were enjoying it and not seeming to care). Who knows. But anyway, hitman's advice is great, stay calm, be supportive and act like the same loving guy you were before, and she should slowly relax.