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Sorry!  Needed to start a new post as it was taking ages for the other one to load.  One of the joys of living in the country and being at the very end of a line.

Have you thought about asking for respite while your T is away?  Would that help to take some pressure off you?
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It went ok with the psychiatrist he really listens, he said the same thing about emotions and not being able to regulate them so i think my therapist must have been talking to him. He said firstly they will try and help me express my emotions better and to regulate them better before they change to another therapist. He said i really need medication but if i don't take it there is nothing he can do unless i am hospitialized against my will then they can make me take them but he said they wouldn't want it to ever go that far. He said my therapist wasn't sure about handing me over to someone else because of the good relationship we have and he said they know how hard it will be to form a relationship with someone else. At least i felt today he listened, he asked me as well was i always a quiet person i said yeah he said he found it very hard to get information out of me i said thats just the way i am. I don't know why he would ask that. I am still really sick and feeling really out of it, i hate being sick.
I told him to about the mood change how it changes so quickly, i wish they would say what they think.
Take care
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I am going to see the psychiatrist in half an hour but i feel so sick i have been taking painkillers every four hours and the effect of them wears of in about 2 hours, i couldn't sleep my throat was so sore. I am going to get the antibiotics after i see the psychiatrist, i have never had a sore throat like this before.
I wouldn't go anywhere in the lightening either, its dry today for a change.
I don't know why i'm so afraid of an antibiotic its only penicillen and i know i'm not allergic to it.
I am anxious about seeing the psychiatrist too and i'm too tired to talk to him but i need to go it would take months to get another appointment.
I hope you have a good day day and thanks for caring i will take them. Take care
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Take the antibiotics.  They will clear it help and are probably way healthier than the pain meds.

It is just starting to rain here.  Is suppose to be wet over the weekend.
Rain is OK if you are inside (a house that doesn't leak and isn't cold) or your are in appropriate wet weather gear.
I never use to mind.  I'm a bit freaked out about going anywhere where there may be lightening though.  There are been a number of fatalities here due to lightening strikes.  

Hope you manage to get some rest.  Take and finish the course of antibiotics you were given.  Telling you to because I care.  =)
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I woke up really ill but i went to my social worker anyway i wasn't in the mood for talking though, then i got an emergency appointment to see a doctor i had a really high temperature he said i have a throat infection, he gave me an antibiotic which i probably won't take but i have been taking painkillers.
My social worker said my therapist hopefully will keep in touch for a weeks when i change over. She said i can also tell the new therapist that i like to be able to call them when i need to and she said that should be ok with them, if i need that support.
We are having thunderstorms today i like heavy rain and thunder.
I think its good you can still have contact with your therapist it is good to know someone is there even if you don't use, its nice to know your not totally alone.
I just want to sleep today, but its not possible in this house.
I hope you have a good day. Take care
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Having the flu is never that pleasant.  I hope that doesn't prevent you from attending your appointments.  That would be a bit harsh.

Ask him for contact till you feel comfortable in your new therapy.  Having e-mail contact with my T is helpful, even if I don't take advantage of it.  Just knowing she is there makes everything seem so much easier for me.

Me too.  Life does feel incredibly unfair at times.

Good luck for all your appointments.
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I'm not even sure if i am stressing over him not being there, just life in general. I am going to ask him when he comes back the results of the questionaire. I have my social worker tomorrow and psychiatrist on Friday i don't see the point in him he has something different to say each time i see him, i wish they could give me better reasons for why i am feeling like this and getting worse instead of better.
I am feeling sick tonight i think i have the flu thats all i need.
If i am stressing over him now. what will i be like when i leave him i can't even think about it. I sometimes wonder why me? I know i'm not the only one who suffers but its so unfair i want to be normal whatever that feels like.
Have a good day. Take care
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