ok, i see things that are not there, i am your average healthy 16 year old, and it started back several years ago when i started seeing circles, like rows and rows of half eaten gobstoppers on some white surfaces, now i can see them on almost any light colour, i also get flashes of pictures every now and then, and again, they started off painless and ok, like a guy walking up to a tower and pointing at its window, but they are getting more violent, today i had someone being shot throught the hand and i have had ones were people rip veins out with their teeth. somtimes i don't see all of it at once and it comes back and i see a wee bit more. there is a bit of a history of rubbish mental health in my family and my mum has been on and off prozac and olanzapine, but nothing like this. somtimes what i see realy distresses me and brings me down, and i havnt in months, but i go through realy realy rough periods where i cut, and everything seems hopless, but thats normally in the winter, seasonal depression runs in my family too, but do you think i should go see a doctor? and if i do, will they just give me the drugs or want to have me in for councilling and therapy, and general life prying that i dont want to go into?
thanks for any help.