There is absolutely nothing wrong with being in a routine. Many of us do it and it happens to a large majority of the population. Though it does sound like you want to do something different, and if this is true, then the power is in your hands. You can change your life and do things differently just by stepping outside of your comfort zone and doing something new and different. If you feel that you are struggling with depression, please reach out for help to your parents or another trusted adult(as bobdylan1958 said). That is not something you want to take on alone. If you are only looking for ways to switch up a routine, look for things to join in on. Join a sports team, a club, do volunteer work, talk to a classmate that you haven't talked to before and get to know them. There are so many things you can do and much of it can be very fulfilling, giving you a feeling of accomplishment and satisfaction. Hope it all goes well for you. Take care.
Hi there yes you are doing the right thing you have taken a big leap doing this post . it sounds to me that you are in a Routine there is nothing wrong with that , If you know you have depression are you getting it treated have you spoken to your family Doctor , are your parents aware please get help ......... Take care ...Bob