im serious though you gotta stop with the porn if you cant you may need help seriously there are plenty of people that become addicted to it and it runs there life
thanks man i know my mom says i over think things to im gunna just take teh ride slowly and enjoy life but as far as i know il just go with being striaght
dude your way overthinking this your too young to be fixating on sex just live your life and things will start making more sense as you grow up the mastrabating thing is ok and normal but stay away from the porn as it will make it hard for you to be in any real relationship either gay or straight. porn removes the love from having sex and really at its most basic roots sex is for having babies not just for feeling good it should be reserved for someone you truly care about and perhaps want to spend the rest of your life with You should be able to see just from what youve written how much porn is f/u/c/k/in with your mind so lay off the porn keep spankin your monkey and talk to your parents unless of course your mom knows your into porn and allows it in which case she obviously is lacking in parental skills (sorry, but true) hope this helps questions, im me