Nobody will give you advice on how to kill a baby yourself. The ONLY safe way to terminate your child is to go to a doctor. If you don't have the money for a doctor try an adoption agency. Usually when they find someone who wants to adopt your child the new parents pay all medical expenses and after delivery they take the child.
I agree that you probably won't get many people who will tell you how (only because most women are this board are trying to conceive and are against abortion) but the only safe thing is to see a doctor if you truely don't want the child. If you try to do anything yourself, you run a risk that not everything will pass, and if this happens infection will set in. As pen suggested, look into adoption. There are many couples out there that would happily take your baby because they themselves cannot have one.
I read your other post, and it doesn't sound like you are pregnant. Unless your boyfriend had just had an ejaculation, the pre- c u m on his fingers when he touched your vagina will not contain sperm. Try not to panic, honey. Do try to be more careful next time, you don't want to go through a scare like this again.
Thanks you have lightened my spirits a bit.....but I will wait to be sure I am not pregnant is by waiting for my period.... it is supposed to come today so we will wait....