RAI June 5th...no on any thing yet.....Hell of a weekend with BAD psychotic flairs ups...labs drawn Tues am and the results still not back Friday afternoon...WHAT THE HELL?????
Cheery office girl: "They should be ready by your appt on Tues."
me: RAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! shreds phone book in two rips, throws self on floor and howls
are you kidding me???!!! are you trying to see how psychotic you can drive me!!!
They are so getting fired monday mornign after I see if my PCP will take over the case I am SO MAD!!!!
crying....so mad. and so tired of feeling like Im dying...Im afraid to go to sleep cause i think I wont wake up. There incompetince is going to force me to go to the ER to get help....I can't afford a trip to the ER.
so done...just so completely done.
stick a fork in me
whiny-fest/pitty party over. Go get son form school and keep plugging along like nothing is wrong.
grumble grumble growwwwwwllll.
Paja