Hi
I'm very scared--Besides the onging problem I've been having (hit in head 2 mos ago, dizziness, lack of ffeling etc) Earlier today, I began seeing flashes of light, almost like lightning. That's still happening. As I was typing earlier, my hand suddenly (without my control) snapped shut and jerked and I had a whole range of sensations and I felt very odd--my heart began pumping erractically (not fast, very unrhythmic) and so as it was happening I took a toprol (lowers BP and HR)...I feel very odd; my head feels tingly and likes it on fire on top just over the forehead; my vision is shadowy in some ways and my hands feel weak. Blood pressure after taking toprol was 128/90, pupils are normal, heartrate is now steady but I still feel odd. Also, I've been noting problems with my jaw associated with my head--I sometimes move my jaw further to the left or right than I should and it causes odd feelings in my head just a little past my temples and sometimes when I move my jaw weird, I get fasiculations in that area of the head. The skull itself feels like it pops up and down.
I'm really afraid. My parents, who are longtime nurses, dont think this anything serious. But I'm scared. I dont wanna die.