Are you in the US? If so, Obamacare has been around for a long time and so there are programs for someone who doesn't earn enough to get insurance. This isn't a problem you need to have, even with the huge cuts and red tape in the program put in there by the current Administration. You need occupational therapy, and you need to find a way to get it. I suggest you call your local health agency and get advice on what's available to you where you live for those who have problems affording insurance. Not having insurance also doesn't preclude you from getting care. It just means you have to pay for it. Some things are out of the question, such as surgery, but others are affordable, though it means giving up other things you might enjoy but don't need until you fix the problem. Good luck.