I hope an expert can offer some advise
Im 28 fit but smoke both cigerettes and canabis . About 3 months ago I went through a stage of chronic masturbation for 2/3 weeks after splitting with a gf. One night I did it until my penis felt numb, over the next few days it shriveled very small and flt cold, ached, I could not get an erection at all. I went to my gp and she pretty much laughed me away. My penis was painfull and had definatley changed I am 100% sure it was not a mental thing (then at least)
It did get better after about 2 weeks of total rest (It didnt work anyway) . When it did work I was extremely excited and used it again for about 2 weeks (not excessivly though). Then for a few mornings I woke up with extremely strong and quite painfull erections, these went away after a while but my penis felt wrong. Its didnt look or feel as bad as it had the weeks before but it didnt work, again felt shriveled and cold and I couldnt get any sort of erection. Those strong erections stopped after a few days but now im in a limbo of nothingness. My penis doesnt really feel anything, it doesnt really get hard, morning noon or night although it does sometimes (but not very strong)
I did not worry I just thought rest was the answer so for the past 2 and a half months that is what I have done. I went to the GUM clinic for std test etc which were all fine. i asked the doctor there about it and he felt my penis and said he could not feel what he thought it might be and said not to worry. So I tried not to
The problem is it has not got better at all , I get a semi in the morning both not strong and sometimes get a semi during the day but never at my command. I do not masturbate anymore and try not to touch or do anything to it. I have a supporting girl that i see and so I really dont think its mental. I still horney most of the time which makes it worse. My mind is turned on but nothing happens.
After reading, posting and more reading I have un scientifically dianogiesed myself .... not wise i know. But I think i may have caused tissue damage to it or that is my belief any way.
I have booked to see a urologist in a week or so but want to understand as much as I can so I can ask all the right questions.
Could someone advise me on tissue damage.. Im really worried that it will never heal? Iv read that a few times could someone tell me if that is correct? and what is the best thing to try to do about it...
Any good advise would be appreciated
regards