Hey everyone. I've been really busy. So hope you are doing ok. Sorry about your mother wanting to leave and that it scared you. I hope that things will be ok for you. Hope you feel better soon and that things start to improve.
So I am ok right now. I was busy and stuff. So today I didn't go out actually I ended up taking a nap. It was supposed to be a nap. Instead it was more sleep. So I was in bed most of the day. Now I'm a bit bummed because it might mess up my scedual. I really don't want to get my days and nights mixed up. Iv'e been there before. I don't mind like on a Friday night or Saturday night staying out until 12 or 1 but other then that I want to be asleep at night not in the day because now I might not be tired until 4 in the morning and then that interfears with my daily life. So I don't know.
Oh great sounds like another arguement is starting. Should'nt they be in bed? Hope that I get to talk to you both soon.
Thanks for replying. My future is uncertain but I am doing better right now. I dont know if mom is going to leave or not but if she does then she does and I dont know what Ill do but wait and see what my family does, And freaaaak too. So thats about all. But right now I am doing ok.
I am so glad that you had a great time on your trip. Im really happy for you. Hope that you are doing ok too. Talk to you sometime soon.
Hey innerchild.
I'm back and I'm truly sorry about your situation.
Would you consider to go back to "Dialogue with "Illness"?
There's something that happens in this "exchange" that may offer
you some slightly different perspective in dealing with your issues.
The song "Courage" or "Come out and play"
@ www.youtube.com/watch?v=PwoUM8ETFfk ( by my friend Justin Hines.)
Having listened to this song over 50 times, I still get tears in my eyes.
Hope you can listen to it.
Could you think of a couple things that may make things better in your life?
And if you do, would you share them in your next post, for other members' benefit?
We had a nice trip to Toronto and the training was awesome!
I've been practicing and applying my new "stuff" and it is simply extraordinary.
More about this another time!
gtg now!
Hope you feel better very soon!
Blessings,
Nikodicreta
Ok well things are back to being super lousy. My internet was off for several days. So I couldnt make it online.
Oh mom is thinking about leaving me. I dont know what will happen if she does, She wants to move close to her school she is going to. Its ot good. I wish I didnt need her. I wish I could just say bye. But she knows Ill cry for her agian cuz without her theres no one. So she can keep me this way. If she leaves then I dont know what will happen. I cant take this. Thought you all deserve an update.
Hey there. And yesterday is the answer. Thank you.
Thats ok I was actually busy myself. I had a great time out yesterday getting clothes and stuff. It was nice. So I have been busy lately. It was so nice getting out.
Sorry you had a bad dream. Hope you got some more sleep and with no nightmares.
Thats cool. I hope your family thing went great. That ok I guess we were both busy.
Talk soon.
I'm really sorry that you are down over fathers day and over your birthday. Not sure when it is but happy birthday. Hope it goes ok.
I have been busy. I'm doing ok. I actually woke up from a lousy dream so I thought I would check this since I had a bit of time. Think I am going to go back to bed now.
Hope everyone is doing ok. I don't know if I'll be on later or not because I am doing a family thing. So I will be busy agian.
You take care too.