So first, I agree totally with Terri - not that I'd really ever dare to disagree lol - but I've never seen a herpes test with results that high. If Terri hasn't, I sure wouldn't.
I don't know of any support groups that would really fit right now. I know of some on Reddit, and some that started on Reddit but are now on Discord, but you do have to have a confirmed positive, and right now, I'm not sure you do.
I can tell you that if it is an accurate result, all it means is that your body has a really strong immune reaction, and not that you have a really bad case of herpes, or that it indicates in any way that you'll get more outbreaks, or be more transmissible, or whatever you might be thinking.
If I test tomorrow (and I have hsv2), and get a 12.74, and you get a confirmed WB, we'd have the same level of transmissibility, the same chance for # of outbreaks, etc.
I can also absolutely promise you that if you do have it, life as you know it is NOT over. My allergies and migraines bother me far more than herpes ever has.
So hang in there. You can ask me any question you want, and I'll do my best to answer. Terri wrote a great book called the Herpes Handbook. It's free, easy to read, and you can read it on any device - https://westoverheights.com/herpes/the-updated-herpes-handbook/
Seriously, ask me anything. :)