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WANTAREALLIFE85 HAS 30DAYS 1MONTH!!!

B..HULK
You have amazed us with your strength determination and sheer will power!!
Even when you were sick you push*up'd* through it!! Earning the name HULK!! You went from being scared to being IN CONTROL!! HERES TO NEVER LOOKING BACK!!!
You are stronger than you will ever know!! Emotionally physically and spiritually!!
You have become family not only to me but to many on MH!!
We are SOOO PROUD of all the success you have had! I am wishing you MANY MANY more MONTHS
*~~~~*~~~``CONGRATS ON 30 DAYS HULK``~~~*~~~~*
WE LOVE YOU!!!!

THIS SONG IS FOR YOU!!

I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid
To take a stand, to take a stand
(Yeah, it's been a ride)
Everybody, everybody
(I guess I had to)
Come take my hand, come take my hand
(Go to that place to get to this one)

We'll walk this world together through the storm
(Now some of you)
Whatever weather, cold or warm
(Might still be in that place)
Just lettin' you know that you're not alone
(If you're tryin' to get out)
Holla if you feel like you've been down the same road
(Just follow me, I'll get you there)

You can try and read my lyrics off of this paper before I lay 'em
But you won't take the sting out these words before I say 'em
'Cause ain't no way I'ma let you stop me from causing mayhem
When I say I'ma do something, I do it, I don't give a damn what you think

I'm doin' this for me, so **** the world
Feed it beans, it's gassed up if it thinks it's stopping me
I'ma be what I set out to be, without a doubt, undoubtably
And all those who look down on me, I'm tearing down your balcony

No if, ands, or buts, don't try to ask him why or how can he
From "Infinite" down to that last "Relapse" album
He's still shittin' whether he's on salary, paid hourly
Until he bows out or he ***** his bowels out of him

Whichever comes first, for better or worse
He's married to the game, like a ****-you for Christmas
His gift is a curse, forget the earth, he's got
The urge to pull his **** from the dirt and **** the whole universe

I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid
To take a stand, to take a stand
Everybody, everybody
Come take my hand, come take my hand

We'll walk this route together through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just lettin' you know that you're not alone
Holla if you feel like you've been down the same road

Okay, quit playin' with the scissors and **** and cut the crap
I shouldn't have to rhyme these words in a rhythm for you to know it's a rap
You said you was the king, you lied through your teeth
For that **** your fillings, instead of getting crowned you're getting capped

And to the fans, I'll never let you down again, I'm back
I promise to never go back on that promise, in fact
Let's be honest, that last "Relapse" CD, was "eh"
Perhaps I ran the max and since hit the ground

Relax, I ain't goin' back to that now
All I'm tryin' to say is get back, click clack, pow
'Cause I ain't playin' around, it's the game called circlin'
I don't know how, I'm way too rough to back down

But I think I'm still tryin' to figure this crap out
Thought I had it mapped out, but I guess I didn't
This ******* black cloud still follows me around
But it's time to exorcise these demons, these ************* are doing jumping-jacks now

I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid
To take a stand, to take a stand
Everybody, everybody
Come take my hand, come take my hand

We'll walk this route together through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just lettin' you know that you're not alone
Holla if you feel like you've been down the same road

And I just can't keep living this way
So starting today, I'm breaking out of this cage

I'm standing up, I'ma face my demons
I'm manning up, I'ma hold my ground
I've had enough, now I'm so fed up
Tryin' to put my life back together right now

It was my decision to get clean, I did it for me
Admittedly, I probably did it subliminally for you
So I could come back a brand new me, you helped see me through
And don't even realize what you did, believe me you

I've been through the ringer, but take it through little to the middle finger
I think I got a tear in my eye, I feel like the king of
My world, haters can make like bees with no stingers
And drop dead, no more beef flingers

No more drama, from now I wanna promise to focus only
On handlin' my responsibilities as a father
So I solemnly swear to always treat this roof like my daughters
And raise it, you couldn't lift a single shingle on it

'Cause the way I feel, I'm strong enough to go to the club
Or the corner pub and lift the whole liquour counter up
'Cause I'm raisin' the bar, I shoot for the moon
But I'm too busy gazin' at stars I feel amazin'

And I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid
To take a stand, to take a stand
Everybody, everybody
Come take my hand, come take my hand

We'll walk this route together through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just lettin' you know that you're not alone
Holla if you feel like you've been down the same road



YOU ARE NOT ALONE AND NOT AFRAID!!
WOOHOO!!!
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5792946 tn?1382372153
Thank you all and thank u heather for making post..... I really can't tell u guys how much u have been like a family and there thru thick and thin, I just got back from my first family dinner in years and everyone was so shocked at how different I look and act and the first thing I say when they ask how is that my medhelp family was my truest support and that's my compliment and thanks to you guys to brag about how amazing u all are u are my family that truly understands... Thank u all for chiming in you all just made a very good night end even better.... THANK U GUYS ILL REMAIN HULKIN IT(THANKS FOR NICKNAME ROSY!  :-) ) AND I WONT EVER LET U GUYS OR MYSELF DOWN AGAIN AND YES STARSHINE IM HERE FOR U ALL IF IM NEEDED JUST MESSAGE ME... THANK U SO MUCH AGAIN FOR POST GUYS I GOT AN AWESOME FLORIDA MA PLUS ALL MY BROS N SISTAS I COULDNT ASK FOR MORE THANK U ALL AND THANK U GOD FOR THE 2ND CHANCE TO BE ME AGAIN! U all ROCK! HULK OUT!   :-)
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4202953 tn?1377183506
YAY! A huge congratulations to you and your hard-earned 30 days!! I loved reading your updates from the beginning and you demonstrated such determination, will, and positivity. Your attitude through this first month has been like none other. I'm so happy for you and can't wait to celebrate your next milestone.

p.s. Glad to hear you went to a family dinner:). You'll feel so good to mend those relationships and to prove how awesome the new you is.
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5792946 tn?1382372153
Thank you everyone you ALL ROCK! Keep killin it yourselves and thank you all for chiming  in I appreciate ALL the kind words, thank you all so much!
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1226735 tn?1379103293
Congrats on 30 days man!  Smash that addiction!
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YES MOLY you are TARDY to the PARTY LMFAO I had 2
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DANG! Missed another party... Congratz Hulk :o))))

Its no longer "Puny God" like in the Avengers - now its "Puny Drugs" :o)))

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5347058 tn?1381188426
Congratulations on your 30 days!!! ;) Keep up all that hard work and never stop fighting. Things will just keep on getting better and better.  Proud of you!
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I know right the pic ROCKS!!
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LMAO!! I Just Noticed The PICS!! Great post Heather!!
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Hey, and your 60 days celebration post needs to be over in the substance abuse side for all the masses to see!!!!! These milestones are GYNORMOUS!
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Hey Mr. Incredible ......., I'm late to the party as usual, but wanted to give ya a delayed "HIGH FIVE" on hard earned 30 days. Its at this time you'll start to really notice a difference and feel like your old self (uh, in your case "young self" haha). Anyway, keep those days coming. Each day just gets better and better. Way proud of ya.
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                                 Big Congrats to you!!!! 30 Days!!!

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I'm soo happy for you..I remember your first night on here and man your NOT the same person!!! You are also always there to give support and talk to, which says a LOT when your suffering...

Congats man! em rules and we got your back! :)))
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1827057 tn?1397520277
great job buddy !!  keep it up
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Congrats HULK on all you have achieved thus far, proud to call you a friend, keep it up and never look back, good man yourself, ;)
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4341997 tn?1514588688
the HULK!  what can i say that wasn't said above....you are one of the strongest people i've met on here....you faced adversity and you are living proof it can be overcome!  SO proud of you my friend!!  here's to many many more months clean and sober!  you are rocking this clean time....and it looks good on you!!

your FL mom....lol  
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HULK, hey little homie!! What can I say?? I am soooooooo dang proud of you! Watching your journey has been a blessing... You are an amazing person and I am proud to call you friend... Congrats...you are kicking some serious butt!!! Keep on keeping on!
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