All DOWN THE DRAIN... I NEED SARA!!!!

[dedicatedtostop]

So the chiro said he didn't think it was a good idea to see me following what the ER doc said. Since I just moved and can't see my dr till next week... I. Broke down and went to a new dr in my new city this am. I told him everything!!!!!!!! He was probably the kindest hearted dr I ever met. He basically said I need another MRI. Can't do that now since I don't have insurance. He wrote a script for more pain meds( knowing everything) and told me that we needed to get through this and we would work from there. He told me that he would be by my side and do all he could to help me get off the pain meds(if need be) but right now he said I was putting myself through misery and nobody deserved that.I cried   and cried and cried and I am still crying now. I feel so hopeless.... Everything down the drain. I hate my freaking life right now so bad!!!!!!!!!!! Hubby has the ******* pills

[Ashelen]

Sara, that means you're out of diapers? yipee!!!

dedicatedtostop: just wanted to drop by and lend you some support...you're doing everything the way you're supposed to...don't be so hard on yourself. <3

[Innerstrength67]

Dedicated, as long as your hubby holds your pills and you take them as prescribed you will be fine. Your in pain and need medicine. If you were diabetic you would take insulin. I know it's not  the same thing because of being an addict but you are using the pills the way they intended to be used. You have inner strength!!

[Innerstrength67]

Oops, sorry posted twice because I didn't think the first post went through.

[dominosarah]

I'm a big girl now!!

[dedicatedtostop]

Thank you so much for your support, really I can't express enough how much it means to have you guys have so much faith in me!! Really I can't express it enough!! Now I just have to convince myself of all these things yes, Hubby has the pills and I am taking them exactly as prescribed( they don't seem to help much though) but I will not get off track!!

Perhaps I should begin my walking again?? It made me feel so good

Errr, I am so tired of laying in bed now:(..... It's making me frumpy.

No diapers for me, I guess I am the one to pee all over myself now:)

[dominosarah]

I bet your hair looks marvelous!!

Great, we have another potty pants!!  lol