ACHTUNG!!!! Regarding MH - First, I am taking some time off and mentioned this awhile ago. Second, somebody is harassing me out here so I blocked everyone.
I still am not getting any emails back... I feel so hurt and mad right now... I just wonder why do I get myself into these things? I wish I didn't have to feel so hurt by this... Maybe there's something wrong with me emotionally.... I wish I could be more mature than I am.
I tried as well; it's a universal block. Which is a Med Help Given right (does that sound sacrilegious? I'd better check with the Pope! :) )
If LW does see this; I just wanted to point out I'm jealous of your Furnace Guarding Pet. I have a door guarding cat, but he's large, heavy and refuses to move; apparently our cat feels the door has the right to never be opened if it doesn't want to.
I did manange to sleep, but I still feel pretty down about this.... feel pretty discouraged, but I guess I have to go to work. Life goes on.
I know. But I was hoping she'd allow an exception for me because I'm her friend... For some reason this is keeping me awake and I can't sleep... For some reason I find myself taking such things personally like a form of rejection, which I wish I wouldn't...
She said no one cares, but I do... Maybe I feel like she doesn't care about me... But I realize that's my self pity talking.... but I just want to sleep....
I dont think she is accepting any right now.