I made it back to double digits! Im still not out of the woods of the withdrawal completely, but every day i wake up alive im happy. Since day one ive done cardio at least 2 times a day or more wich definately helped and about 5 baths a day at least w/ epson salts.. My main problem is some anxiety, high blood pressure and heart beat and i know that was cause of the colonidine wich i wish i didnt take. I rather have done this completely alone with nothing this time, but my next goal is 2 weeks and then 1 month so on..
Ive feel completely different even w/ some wd's, my friend and now sponsor saved my life. I really believed i could do it alone with willpower and i thought i had alot, but i was helpless. Ive gone to meetings the last 4 nights and i will continue going every day. I am doing the steps and that has changed my whole outlook on life. For some people it doesnt happen so fast, but in me it was so fast.
Thanks Again to everyone!! :)