Congrats on day 12....you are doing great...
I am so glad to hear that you are getting some good sleep...
Keep up the good work...remember take it 1 day at a time...
PS...this can last and this will last...
o yea im on my 12th day now!
lol o i will deffinately tell you how it goes!! So last night was pretty cool cause for the first time in a looong time i was actually able to just lay down and fall right asleep with no problems!!! not only that but i only woke up about 2 times. (which i woke up from my girlfriend getting in bed). I finally got about a good 7 hours of sleep, but i still had very low energy levels this morning. I have not even had a craving yet, if i did then i didnt even notice lol. My life finally feels like its all starting to fall in space, no more stress of owing my payday loans, and no more stress of scrambling whom i am going to buy pills off of.
PS
This WILL NOT last...This CANNOT last...
Well I guess I gave away what kind of concerts I went to!!! (and no it wasn't Woodstock, good lord I am not that old!!) :) You are continuing to make such positive steps in your life and you are doing great!! I hope you have a really good and sober time at your concert and burn up a lot of energy tripping the light fantastic lol !!
I am so happy you are getting control of your life, before the drugs took control of you.. yeah it is pretty silly about the throwing up part....... I know my daughter would tell me after she railed oxy she would throw up and just keep using..... how very sad.
Have a great time tonight and I'm looking forward to hearing how your night went.
My best to you!!
awww thank you for the concern!! it really does mean alot to me...This isnt your normal outside everyone smoking woodstock type concerts...Kind of a low key inside small venue type thing. The place where im going i have never seen someone use nor even smoke weed (inside so bouncers can catch you QUICK!) plus i never popped pills before i went to ANY concert, since when i used and got hot i would throw up and waste my high...(sorry for the details!) I am not nervous or anything, also i will have my friends with me whom know of me getting clean from my addiction.
I think this will be good for me to get out instuff, since i have been pretty much just staying home all the time and it starting to feel like i am developing a phobia of leaving. This will be good to get out have some fun and burn some energy up.
P.S.
This WILL NOT last...This CANNOT last...(my addiction)
Going to a concert I know it is the mom in me........ but is it a bit too soon for that environment? I hope you have a great time and can maintain your commitment to a clean life. Please let me know how it goes for you,,,,,, it does worry me, you are still early in w/d recovery and maybe I am the silly one but not sure that is the place for you to go,,,,,, I am not saying forever but maybe wait a month or two okay my lecture is over, You know it is only because I care about you, please tell me how it goes........
PS....the sneezing is crazy....but it will pass too...
This can and will last....
Soulds like the fogs is lifting....you are seeing so much clearer now...Good for you....
It is amazing when we get to this point...everything smells different...everything looks clearer...our brain is getting clean....
Hang in there, you are doing great...