I know you are disappointed girl. Like MsD said, make a new plan. Make it today. We will be here when you are ready.
Prayers out to you Joy!
Joy do you believe in God? I struggled and struggled with my addiction until I brought god into my heart and prayed for him to save me. It works trust me, when nothing else does and now I believe in him more than ever. Maybe that's what you need honey, trust me I know how hard it is no matter what I tried I could never stay clean. Give it a try u might be surprised! I'll be praying for him to find his way to show you he is there and that he loves you no matter what you do! Good luck to you please be careful out there!
Hi Joy!
WE All have been behind you all the way now for over a yr or maybe even almost 2. WE will never give up on you. Just keep trying and for sure hit some of those meeting right now. You know this is a disease and like any other we need help & support. I will keep you in my prayers..
Bless
Joy sorry it didn't work out as you planned. Glad you are back and alive though! Let's get this going again k honey. Make a new plan today. I'm here to help if you need support!
thank you for being kind.
Yeah I couldn't cut it this time. Maybe I didn't wait long enough before taking the sub, but when I did (18 hours or so after using, in the morning) I was still a block of sniffling lead, leaking from all ports. Ha sorry for the imagery. Anyway, then it was time to check out and when I got home I just couldn't sit right in my old haunt and pass the time with such intense cravings. I'll need to take a bigger chunk of time off work than two days.
Anyway, been beating myself up plenty, thanks for not ganging up on me.
I totally agree. I keep saying we are hear to support FIRST. Give advice Second. But not in a degrading way. It is a fine line bout experience will not work for someone else. I know Joy has struggled. It is so hard. It took me 3-4 tries to quit herpin. And when I finally did I used pills to do it. Well then I had to quit those too.
Suboxone I believe will be good for her. I really just hope joy made it through and started them fine. And is getting outpatient with it too for support and hard work. Those 2 are key.